Thursday, September 07, 2006

In loving memory of a wonderful and special friend

Writing this hurts so much but i feel like i need to.
Today i found out that Mary had passed away, the tears havent stopped coming all day, i cant believe she has gone, it hurts so much to know that another wonderful person has gone due to cystic fibrosis. Mary was one of the most special friends i had, she was there for me whenever i needed her, she meant more than the world to me and always will. Over the last wee while i was finding it really hard, but with her help and kind words she always made me smile. That was our Mary. I wish so so much that her call would have came in time as she was waiting on a double lung transplant, sadly this didnt happen and she died waiting on the list.


Mary was such a fighter and never let much get her down, i remember her love for life. She was one of the strongest people i know and was always there helping other people even when things were so hard for her. She was gorgeous and had so much going for her.

I urge people to sign up to be a organ donor, to many people die waiting for transplants and this shouldnt be happening, losing another very special to cf hurts so much. It is so easy to sign up and be an organ donor all you have to do is go to www.uktransplant.org.uk.

I know that Mary is free from pain now and will be able to fly free and breath without any more pain, i just hope that she knew how much she meant to me and that i will always be grateful to her for helpin me through so much. We became really close in the last while and im so glad i got to know such a loving,kind and wonderful person. I couldnt have asked for a better friend. Mary u mean the world and more to me and always will.

Beautiful Mary, I know we will meet in a better place but until we do may u rest in peace. Good night and god bless. Heaven has the best angel in the world. I know that when i look at the stars at night, i will look out for you and hopefully will be able to see you there shinning brightly. I will love u forever and cant wait for the day that we will meet. Ur inspiration will forever live on.

My thoughts go to all of Mary's family and friends and especially to Alan, we have became vry close over the last wee while and i want u to know that i will always be there for u wenever u need me, i promise.

Good night mary the fairy and god bless.
You will always hold a very special place in my heart.


Whenever I needed someone to talk to, You were always there. My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and You were always there. There was no time when I had doubt, to come to you because You were always there. I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared. Whenever I was down and blue You were always there. No matter my problems, are what was wrongY ou were always there. Whenever I felt like nothing matters You were always there. Now your gone, and I don't know what to do, I close my eyes and think of you, and how You were always there. It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of you. Can you hear me now, At night I pray, and I speak to you. I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were. You would always be there. I know one day I'll see you again, but till then I have to say goodbye. Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you. One thing I will always say is You were always there.

I will love u forever Mary.
All my love ur Tasha x x x

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