Hey lovely people

Today i feel up to writing a proper post now, the last few days have been very hard. I was finding things very hard after hearing that Mary had passed away. For the past few days i havent stopped crying, but i got rid of all my tears last night as i know that Mary wouldnt want me to be sad and upset, she would want me to stay strong. I have been in contact with Mary's boyfriend Alan who has been such a great friend to me, he has been such a star and i hope we will stay friends forever.

Yestarday Emz took me out for the day, we went to Arbroath and went to the beach for a while then for a chinese, We also meet up with Lea one of our friends. It was a lovely wee day and it helped me to take my mind of some things for a little while. Emz is such a great person and has a heart of gold, she has been there so much for me over the last few months & it really means alot to me. Anytime im feeling low i know she will be there for me and that means alot.

Today i am just having an easy day as im quite tired after yestarday. It has been a long hard few days, so hopefully things will start to get easier. On thursday im going to see princess's on ice with Emz so im really looking foward to that, it will be great.

Im back up at the hospital on tuesday, to see what's happenin with the old lungs and to hopefully get my steroids reduced! So fingers crossed everything goes to plan. After that me and my mum are going out to look at cars, because im starting driving lessons soon. So my mum is just gonna sell her car and we are gonna share the new one. I cant wait to be able to drive cos it will mean i can come and go as i please, also if i feel like i need time to myself i will be able to go nice wee drive's. Neeshy was telling me it has helped her alot so i hope it does the same for me.

Well i gotta run on, neb time!! Hope everyone is well and happy.
Take care x x x