Was at hospital yestarday to see the phycologist, it went ok i suppose. We had a long chat and i tried to open up as much as i could was hard but i tried. He said he could tell im good at hiding my feelings and whats going on in my head.
Which is true!! Really true actually. Im going back to see him in a few weeks time and maybe i will be able to open up a little more. Ive to try tell my mum how im feeling, i know its going to be real difficult. I prefer to keep everything to myself i dont like to worry or upset her. I find it really hard to talk about how i feel inside, but i guess it will just take time. Hopefully i will be able to one day..it could be days,weeks or months away but its worth trying. Im hopefully going over to visit Clodagh and Alan sometime soon, as long as i get my sats up and keep doing my physio! Need to be well to fly and be well so i will enjoy myself. The 2 of them have been so nice to me, i could never repay them for everything they have done for me. They are such beautiful beautiful people who mean the world to me.
My lovely big sister Ali is thinking of making special CF braclets for christmas, i think its a great idea, i loved the bracelts she made before and i never take them off lol..well apart from when im in the bath;)!! She is such a star and does so much to raise money and help people. If she decides to go ahead with making them, i think they will be a great sell out, I definetley will buy a few!
I've been talking to My princess Emmie loads lately, she is so nice. We have the funniest chats ever on the phone and end up in fits of laughter hehe.. Im hoping to go see her very soon. Maybe before christmas, i might even dress up as father christmas for her hehe!
Anyway time for more physio so i will love yous and leave yous.
All my love to you beautiful people xxxx Stay well and Stay SMILEY x
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What a lovely photo!, I'm pleased your talking a bit about your feelings, like I said it takes time. i'm trying to get my Xmas bracelets ready for then, it's alot of hard work but worth it in the end.
When you go and see Alan I hope you have a great time, ireland is very beautiful so I've been told. you get your self well and keep on with the dreaded physio and you'll be as fit as a flea for the flight in no time!
Nice that emma makes you laugh, it's the best physio ever!!!
Thinking of you always
Lots of love and huge huge hugs
your big sis
Ali
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Purrrrrrrs from something gray and furry
meow meow xxxx
Just read your message on my blog, of course you can come and see us, we're all mad here with a gray thing running off with jigsaw pieces and killing anything in sight! Don't you worry about my eyes, you keep yourself well so you can come and see us. We will come up to Scotland on the bike next year to see you and the loch ness monster!
Love you loads
your big sis
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