Wasnt at school today as i wasnt feeling very well so i just had an easy day!
Upto hospital tomorrow for more intense physio so hopefully it will help, also the cf sister phoned today and i've got an appotiment with the phycologist!
I said i would go see him but i dont know if i want to, i cant really talk about how i feel. I just bottle everything up inside. I usually just start crying if i start to talk about how i feel inside and end up feeling really daft!
I've never really been able to talk about my feelings, i can talk to some people from the cf boards which really helps me.
I prefer to keep things to myself but i get told its not good for me and one day i will just end up exploadin! Which i dont think would be a very nice sight!!
I find it really hard to open up but i've had so much support from people and it helps so much.
God this blog dosent make much sense either my little head is just all over the place just now i have far to much time to think...!!
Im going to go and stop rambling on now!
Lots of love to all as always xxxxxxxxxxxxx
About Me
- Tasha.x
- Hey im Tasha. Im 16, i suffer from cystic fibrosis & astham. Im usually a happy fun lovin person. I live for all the little things in life. Its the small things in life that mean so so much..x
2 comments:
Tasha!
I've never left a comment before, my bad! I really hope this cloud lifts for you, and Emmie nailed it on the head, you are a bouncy ball. Its amazing that despite the fact you have ur own problems, ur always here and ask me how I am keeping. You're always looking out for other people, a sign of a real angel.
Take care, I hope you feel better soon, cas if ANYONE deserves a break its you! xXx
Oh Chickie,
Try and speak to the psychologist and if you cry then that's a good thing as this is something that is going to take time.The more you try and leave it bottled up the worse things will seem and crying is a way of letting go and coping.
I have been there sweet angel and didn't get help for a very long time , now i wish i'd asked for help sooner. yes you'll feel a bit of a muppet at first but once you start it's like opening the flood gates and it will all flow out like water.You are always thinking of other's which is wonderful but start thinking about you and getting yourself better and happy again.
With all my heart i love you and your great of love for other's, give it a go and see how things turn out , you deserve so much more. as always you know where I am , just ring
thinking of you
Love
Big sis 2
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