Aint had a very good weekend got some flu or cold going on and its really knocked me for six, so all i been doing is sleepin really.
My mood has been really low again but i hope it will pick up again soon, i hate feeling sad and down. It aint good for you. I find it really difficult to talk about my feelings. I just bottle everything up inside and sometimes have a good cry at night when im in my room. I get told its not good to cry on your on though as you need someone to cuddle.
I know it will probably take a while for me to get back on track and to start feeling more positive and cheery! Back to my usual self..I dont like this little sad girl that i have turned into but i know i will be back to my crazy self!
Im going back to see the phycologist on monday so im hoping that will help me and i hope i will be able to somehow open up and talk about my feelings. As i feel i might need to, to actually help me to start feeling better. Its worth a go i think anyway.
Im going to see alan and clodagh on thursday so i really hope i am feeling better and that this nasty cold has gone by then! I've got everything crossed!
My lovely big sister Ali is such a great person, she really helps me, i only wished she lived nearer. Im sure i will see her again soon though.
Hope everyone is well and smiley x x
About Me
- Tasha.x
- Hey im Tasha. Im 16, i suffer from cystic fibrosis & astham. Im usually a happy fun lovin person. I live for all the little things in life. Its the small things in life that mean so so much..x
2 comments:
Sweetheart I hope you are feeling better soon.You have a very wise head on those young shoulders,and remind me so much of me at your age.I felt just like you do,and sometimes still do,but things can get better.I don't like talking to anyone either,and it really isn't good for you,please try to talk to the psychologist,it doesn't matter if you cry.They are getting paid so get your money's worth ;) lol.
Let me know how you get on.xx
You will alway's have me in your life and yes we will meet up again in the future.I'm glad your going to give the psychologist a go, it won't be an over night cure but it's a step in the right direction. Stay strong and remember you have alot of friends who love you no matter what.
Thinking of you
Lots of love and hugs from your big sister
Ali
xxxx
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